NOVEMBER 22 2009 1802 - JACKSONVILLE FL - Why I do certain things is simply beyond me at times. Like for instance, I am trying to figure our what made me think it was a good idea to return to her house.
When I left her house yesterday morning and walked for more than 4 hours straight, I figured it would be best for me to just stay away for a night. That was a good idea. Funny how this person who did not have anything to say to me over the previous week is suddenly sending me text messages and AOL instant messages trying to have a conversation.
I've said it before, there are stupid people, and then there are down right stupid people. She, my wife, fits into the down right stupid people category.
Here is the thing, if you do not want me in your house, then don't pretend like you do want me in your house. That kind of back wood thinking may fly in some little podunk town in South Carolina, but it does not work for the rest of the intelligent world.
She sent me an IM asking if I planned to return, and I responded "yes" which was true. She send another IM inquiring to whether or not I required a ride, and I responded "no" which was also true. Later about 1:00am she sends an IM inquiring if I were going to return last night. I was watching Michael Jackson's This Is It and I did not get to respond to the IM. Freaking sue me.
This morning, I left the hotel at about 7:27 am and began my walk back to her house. Just as I had promised, I returned to her house. The walk took a little longer than I expected because of the stop at McDonalds for breakfast, and the brief stop at Publics to grab a rain poncho. By the time I arrived at her house, she was gone to Daytona, which is something she does every Sunday.
I came in, took a shower and laid down to rest. After a couple of hours, I woke up, pulled up NFL.com and watched the scores from today's games. Way to go Jaguars! Redskins, what is your problem? While watching the scores, my ex-girlfriend IM'd me and we chatted for a little bit as she brought me up to speed on what was happening with her kids and her grand kids. She also bought me up to speed onher present domestic situation. Amazing how we both seem to have complicated situations that we are dealing with.
The wife arrived home, and I decided to allow her the opportunity to initiate conversation. After all, she was the one who asked me to come back. Well, instead of her initiating conversation, she moved all of my clothes into the closet in the guest bed room. Again treating me like an outsider, and as a result I withhold any contributions due for the bills this month. I am not going to be treated as some man who is here to pay her bills, I think I deserve much more than that. So, I am going to allow her just enough rope to hang herself with. She needs to realize that the world does not revolve around her and that other people, especially me, have feelings and rights too.
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