Succumbing To A Weapon Of Mass Destruction

FEBUARY 13 2010 1604 - JACKSONVILLE FL - Just when things appeared to be looking up, the ultimate Trojan Horse is deployed to breech the walls of Troy.

 

There was a knock on my door this morning, and when I opened it, I was greeted by a process server. Yes, she filed for divorce, but it gets even worst. I read the contents of the petition, and discovered just how nasty she wants to make this action.

 

In the petition she is seeking majority custody because, as the petition states, it is in the best interest of the minor children. Once again, a complete and utter misrepresentation of the fact, but so mote it be. She is also seeking for me to pay full child support, which would constitute the majority of my monthly pay. Additionally, she is seeking for me to pay child support while the divorce is working its way through the courts, thus ensuring that I will not have the funds to seek my own counsel for advice regarding any of the items outlined in her petition.

 

Basically, she is seeking my financial destruction, which is something else I have come to expect from women like her. I should not have expected anything to the contrary.

 

So I am at a cross roads, as my emotional state if slipping into a deep state of despair. I talked with someone who I knew would lend an empathetic ear, that person being my ex-girlfriend. She had not too long ago traveled the very same road as the one I am not traveling. She has been a great sounding board in the past, and she generally has just the right words of comfort.

 

I did reach out to a lawyer, whom I am waiting to hear from. I plan to talk to a lawyer, but ultimately I feel that I am going to allow the case to default, and let the courts take from me what ever the decide she should have. As much as it will kill me, and I know it surely will, I am going to release my son, who I love very much, but I am going to release him from my heart, and my spirit. I am planning a release ceremony for tonight after dark, well I'd better hold off on that until after I've had the opportunity to speak with the lawyer. That will also give me time to go to God in prayer for his forgiveness, for I do feel that I am all but assure my exclusion from the promised land. At least he will be provided for financially. I will have to answer to God for allowing this blessing, the one I prayed for so many years, to be stolen from me, and I deciding not to engage in battle for it.